So, I know what I said in the last post you know, over a year ago now, but honestly life happened. I had started my first job which was absolutely the worst, I quit that job as soon as I started my current one (no, not a studio job), and in October I officially graduated. I've been kind of just surviving though and recently it's been absolutely draining me. Like I haven't done much at all because I'm tired all the time. Part of this is because I do have depression and I have no idea how to manage it at all (Don't worry, I'm trying to push myself to see a therapist. It's not the absolute solution, but considering where I am and where I want to be, it's a much better solution than just staying in my little rut.) But a lot of it has to do with my position in life. I know, it's ridiculous, you actually need to work to get anywhere, but for whatever reason I just can't. It's been difficult, but hopefully that will change soon. Wish me luck and I promise my next post won't be so far away! Trust me, I have a lot to talk about and I had to restrain myself with this post, but I just wanted this to be a small blip to let you know I'm (physically) okay.
